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Mailee is 6! WOW thats great....

6 whoa.. i remember reading about you being pregnant with her and giving birth and all that stuff and shes 6 already...

Hope everything is fine..hope to hear from you soon!!

[Giggles173]
2008-11-13 09:07:10

Mailee is 6! I have been reading your diary since your first pregnancy but I can't believe it's been that long.[pinksuicide] 2008-11-02 23:12:50

Mailee is 6! I can't believe she is 6 I was looking on here and it is funny that your kids are about 2 yrs apart so where is the 08 baby lol. I hope all is well with you and the kids [radar1524] 2008-10-29 09:11:17

What to do!? It's so nice to read you!
I'm behind you on the Chilcare thing. That's one of the reasons I stayed home with the kids because all my check could go into Daycare. Chilcare centers over here are very expensive too. I can't even put my 3 year old in PreSchool because all PreK are not free so you pay weekly more than $200.

Sorry to hear your kids were sick. Mine were also sick but with a nasty cough. I hope your kids get better soon 100%.

We are also thinking in moving to another State... we still unsure 'tho. It's difficult to move out of a town/city you are so familiar with and specially when family is close. I hope all works out for you if you decide to move.

Hope you have a great week! :)

[berrykat]
2008-04-21 16:04:17

Just checking in its great to hear from you so often twice...glad to hear from the kids...i remember when you had 1st gotten pregnant and you had started writting on here...its crazy how time flies!! :D 
[Giggles173]
2008-03-08 14:48:01

Just checking in So glad to hear from you and to know that you & the kids are doing well.
Good luck on getting the job you want... that's just awesome!!
I hope Tom gets his feet on the ground and realise he has kids to think about.
Your kids sound soo adorable!!

[berrykat]
2008-03-08 10:05:53

Just checking in

aww, good to hear from you hun, glad everything is going well! good job with the breastfeeding. i made it to 12 months with my son too, and it was just, idk, it was like an accomplishment that i felt so proud of myself for... isk if that makes sense lol!

anyways, take care! anneka

[BaybeeBlue]
2008-03-08 08:35:33

Too far Don't get pregnant!![ANONYMOUSAnonymous] 2008-03-07 22:04:26

Just checking in Forget him!!!!! I am sick of selfish blokes that don't give a bloody squat![ANONYMOUSAnonymous] 2008-03-07 21:58:08

Merry Christmas Hey Lauren, no time no read you Wink. Glad you stopped by to drop us some lines and tell us what you've been up to. Glad to know you and your kiddos are going great. Sorry to hear you need to work on Christmas Eve but I hope you have the day off on Christmas Day.

Merry Christmas!!


[berrykat]
2007-12-24 12:55:24

Merry Christmas hey girl, good to hear from u... glad everything is going well!! i'd love to see pics of all the lil ones. and wow, i can't believe mailee is 5 now!! i've been reading your diary since you were pregnant with her... haha, that's crazy!! take care hun x
[BaybeeBlue]
2007-12-23 01:16:09

Merry Christmas I see you don't have any other comments. Even though you write often, I keep you on my favs. I have been reading you diary since your first child and I congratulate you on finishing school. Keep it up. You seem to be a very strong woman.[pinksuicide] 2007-12-23 00:52:08

Update! (long overdue) Haeven't heard anything from ya in awhile.. hope everything is going good!!! 
[todieclassy]
2007-09-25 12:27:07

Update! (long overdue) That is to be commended. good job[JennyLeigh] 2007-07-03 10:12:07

Update! (long overdue) Congratz on finally graduating...
It seems like just yesterday i started reading your diary and like just yesterday that you started college and look you've already graduated!! That is just great and congrats to you again
Glad to hear from you...
hope you'll send me some pictures of the kids soon i soo want to see them soo bad =]...
Goodluck on that new job
and just about everything else in life!!
-Maddy-[Giggles173]
2007-05-30 07:20:27

Update! (long overdue) Nice to read you!! Congratulations on your BA!!!  That's soo awsome and wish you good luck on your new job.

It's good to know that your kids are doing soo well.  Time really flies so we need to enjoy our children as much as we can.

Hoping to read more of you soon :).

Take care!!

[berrykat]
2007-05-26 14:10:16

Anyone still read? I still read- so how are u doing with those three babies>?[JennyLeigh] 2007-05-07 12:11:41

Anyone still read? haha thats great Maddy hehe =]  yea sure lovestuck323@verizon.net cant wait to see :D hope things r still going good for u !! :D [Giggles173] 2007-04-20 01:29:19

Anyone still read? I also still read you.  I have you in my favs!!  So glad to read you again and to know that your kids are doing good.

What's ENT? Hope that problem gets resolved quickly with Melissa 'tho.  Best of luck with that hon.

Good luck to you and hope you can find the job you want after you graduate!!!

[berrykat]
2007-04-18 13:39:32

Anyone still read?

whoa i was actually lookin at ur diary hmm like this morning lmfao....hehe glad to hear from u and that things are going wayy better...hehe WHOA TIME FLIES...YES ur lil boy is a lil over 4 months already...wow do u have pics u can put up??! that wud be great to see how much ur lil babys have grown...hope to hear from u move often or atleast soon...:D congratz on almost being done with college!! Hope that new guys sticks around for good...or at least for awhile
Maddy

[Giggles173]
2007-04-18 01:06:22

Anyone still read?

I still read!!!  I have been reading your diary for like ever, even be4 mailee was born.  That kinda sound stalkerish but you are interesting.  Don't judge me by my diary b/c I was 16 when I last wrote in it and now I am 20, almost graduating college.  Good luck!

[Missa4eva11]
2007-04-17 23:21:11

Update on our life Congrats on your son xxx[Pregnant and worried] 2007-01-21 12:24:30

Update on our life Happy New Year Lauren!! It's good to know that you had a great Christmas and a nice New Year's too. I love your baby's name... Maddox.

Good luck when you return to school.

(((hugs)))
<3 kat
[berrykat]
2007-01-02 15:16:38

My baby has arrived!!! awww congratulations hun!!! glad you finally have a boy! enjoy him :) [BaybeeBlue] 2006-12-11 21:17:15

My baby has arrived!!! congrats!!!  glad to hear you're all doing well.  [InLoveWithAMan] 2006-12-11 18:11:39

My baby has arrived!!! Congratulations!! Yaaay, you have a boy now!! Boys are soo sweet too. Glad to know you had an easy delivery... wow, that was kick. So I bet it's true when they say the 3rd child it's even easier to deliver than the 2nd one? You're soo lucky that you didn't had a big tear that needed stitches. Good luck on everything and hope you heal soon.

Welcome to the world little Maddox!! (I love his name)

Take care,
<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-12-10 10:57:04

My baby has arrived!!! Congradulations!
My best friend's mom had a baby the day before you had yours! =DDD
Her baby was 7lbs. and 6 oz. 18 i nches.

She's adorable! =DDD

Hope things stay awesome for you!
<3333333

[RandomHearts]
2006-12-09 16:37:42

My baby has arrived!!! gurl am i happy for u. it sounds great that u had ur baby and everything u should be really happy 4urself. have fun with the baby.

love,
your angel.[angeleyes218]
2006-12-09 16:18:15

in labor? hope all goes well for you and the bundle of joy soon to make his/her appearance!!!  I haven't gotten on this site much lately so am just finally catching up, but hope everything goes ok for you!  HUGS   Smile[InLoveWithAMan] 2006-12-08 18:07:20

in labor? Oh my goodness!! Hope your labor goes smooth and without any complications. I can't believe your due date is in several days.

Also, good luck on your exams... hoping you end up getting A's in all of them!!!!



<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-12-08 13:28:21

in labor? OoOo Good Luck hunny and i hope u have a much better experience now than the other times...good luck sweetie :D [Giggles173] 2006-12-08 11:08:37

in labor?

Aw! Congrads!! Aw, that is sooo sweet that your having a baby soon. I hope everything goes well & smoothe! The baby will be your christmas present huh? ;)

Love,

Metallee

[metallee]

2006-12-07 22:48:42

39 weeks great good luck on giving birth hope it all goes well and that u do really really good on ur exams...ur strong u will pull through!! =] [Giggles173] 2006-12-07 10:15:43

37 weeks, 3 days Wow, you're soo close!! How time flies. I love when people put together names. My nephew's wife's name is Maria Elvira and they name their little girl Mariel... two of her names put together and I love that name.

Good luck to you with the rest of the pregnancy and hope you have a smooth delivery without any complications/problems.

[berrykat]
2006-11-28 10:51:18

37 weeks, 3 days

U SHOUOD NAM YOUR DAOUGHTER LARMINE  HOPE OR CHEYNNE

[amandamarcus4ever]
2006-11-26 20:30:08

37 weeks, 3 days Whoa great ur almost there...how time flies....hehe hope the birth is really smooth and good and not to much trouble..hope u do post pictures up of all ur babies soon =]...good luck in skool[Giggles173] 2006-11-25 10:11:17

34.5 weeks... yikes aww hun good luck!! not long to go! i can't wait to see pics of him/her when he/she's born! i feel like it was just yesterday you wrote saying you were pregnant again... i can't believe how time flies! dylan will be 7 weeks tomorrow, it's crazy! [BaybeeBlue] 2006-11-07 14:24:59

34.5 weeks... yikes Good luck with this babies birth...hope u put up pics of the new baby!![Giggles173] 2006-11-07 08:14:40

34.5 weeks... yikes Wow, you're almost done with this pregnancy huh. I didn't knew your girls were born early... my boys were premature too (not a pretty feeling 'tho). I'm glad you're doing ok and the baby too.  But, it sucks that you're sick... I can't blame you. Both of my kiddos were sick also with a nasty cold and coughing and I didn't get it LOL. But yeah, be prapare for a lot of germs now that Mailee's in school... that what happened when Joe started PreSchool too... lots of sickness days Rolling Eyes.

Hope your week goes wonderful.
~kat~

[berrykat]
2006-11-06 23:08:22

sick and need help with names

hi, first off congrats on having a new baby!!!! im pregnant (just found out) and me and my boyfriend have alot of names ...here are some.

boys- Makyn Alexander,Lution Michael,Gage Michael,Devin ?

girls-Skyler Michelle , Kalifornia Love, Dani Kalifornia ..makayla Marie,Wednsday ? Nevaeh Nicole (nevaeh is heaven spelled backwords) and Melody Nicole.

im not sure what kind of names ur into but i persionally like weird names. and i know these names are weird. u could always go get a baby name book and find some good ones. good luck. i wish u the best!

Marisa

[CaReBeArFrEaK]
2006-10-30 19:41:42

sick and need help with names You know, some women experience vomiting and nausea all their pregnancy. I've known women that were like that and my mom was one of them when she was pregnant with my sister. My mom got soo bad that she had to be admited to the hospital because she couldn't hold anything in her stomach. Hope you feel better!!

About the names, I actually like both of them. But, if I had to pick one, I think I would pick Mark Christopher.
[berrykat]
2006-10-06 11:41:21

sick and need help with names Micah- its more original....[JennyLeigh] 2006-10-06 10:58:56

Not so good keep ur head up ull make it through!! [Giggles173] 2006-09-26 15:15:05

Not so good I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time and that you're having some problems in your pregnancy... that sucks!! I think now, even if your children's grandmother look after them and not their father... it's going to be a relief on you. You should let them take your kids for a day or two so that you can rest and do what you need to do to feel better or get yourself a little better... sanity!! Having kids it's soo damn hard and even more if you're pregnant and going to school all at the same time. You are just doing tooooo much and stress is not good for you nor your baby... well actually, it's not good for anybody. Take care of yourself and that little miracle you have inside of you... and your daughters. You should ask for help on your daughters' father or their grandma. Good luck on everything and I will be praying for you.
<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-09-26 09:07:26

28 weeks Wow, you're 28 weeks!! Time is really flying huh. Good luck on your next doctor's appt. Hope next time you have better numbers. Glad to know your little baby is doing fine 'tho.

Aaaw, that's awsome that Mailee is having fun at preschool (yaaay!). Isn't exciting to see their little paintings and all the fun stuff they do at preschool? I soo understand you about those "terrible two's" ugh. My little boy is two and OMG... he gets into EVERYTHING that I need to keep an eye on him. He also have this attitude when I say no to him and does these tantrums LOL.

Good luck on your paper. And, take it easy... don't stress too much!!

<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-09-20 10:08:12

28 weeks What are you having this time???
I know the bloated feeling... yewww!! I am 37 1/2 weeks and just extremely uncomfortable and anxious to get this baby out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't bend, I can't sit, I can't walk, I can't lie down... lols.... but i guess its all going to be worth it in the end. [Sapphires]
2006-09-18 03:11:39

i'm going crazy

Keep it up girlfriend- i promise once you have your degree things will get easier....ur doing such a great job....congrats

Jenn

[JennyLeigh]
2006-09-17 07:59:12

i'm going crazy I can imagine it's difficult to do all that stuff yourself... what if you take the semester off or the yr off? In anyway, I wish you good luck!! Wink  Hope you don't have any of the HBP or LBP.

Aaaw, hope Mailee has a great 1st day of Preschool. I remember when Joe started going to Preschool... and now Kindergarten. She's gonna have lots of fun!! Preschool and Kindergarten are the best yrs 'cause the children learn by plan and they truly have a lot of fun and they are eager to learn new things. Big congrats to Mailee. Hope she doesn't cry on the 1st day... but tears are ok. Hope you don't cry either.

Take care,
<3 Kat[berrykat]
2006-09-10 10:24:41

decided on names Love the girls name...VERY unique...WELL THEY BOTH UNIQUE..but the 1st name alone for the grl is very unique lovely...good luck with the rest of ur birth!! +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-08-30 19:48:27

decided on names You picked pretty names... I like them Wink. That's soo cool that all of your kids' name start with the letter M.

Wow, you're gonna be a bussy momma. Going to school, studying, homework, taking care of your daughters, and being pregnant is not easy. It's tough!! I wish you all the best in school.

<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-08-30 09:55:12

decided on names

awww A baby in december.. .thats really sweet :o)

You have already decided on names... thats really good! I only have 5 weeks to go till my baby arrives inshallah and I still don't have a name for him.... damn!!!

[Sapphires]
2006-08-30 03:18:32

sick Hope you feel better. Yes, drink lots of that H20.
<3 Kat
[berrykat]
2006-08-21 11:26:08

names

hey whats goin on congrats on knowing what ur havin ..wish u would share lol i was reading through ur diary and i wish u the best of luck on the rest of ur pregnancy ...

im 4 -5 weeks very nervous lol im 21 as well ...stop by my diary and leave comments whenever u have time ....

babykisses101

[babykisses101]

2006-08-14 15:49:38

boo! Nice to read you again. Glad to know all of you are doing ok.

Let me guess, you're having a BOY!!!!Mr. Green It's not fair that you're gonna keep us all in suspense here LOL. Wow, you're a little more than half way on your pregnancy. How time flies huh. It's soo awsome that you're gonna have a December baby. Cool. I'm from December and my oldest too.

Hmm, names with M... how about:
Macey or Macie
Maddie
Makaila
Maegan
Machenzie
Marty
Matthew
Marcel
or Marcello
Malcom
Madalyn
Myra
Maarten or Martin
Mark
Manny
Mitch
or Mitchell
Mabel
Meagan
or Megan
Maya
Mya
Macayle or Mckayla
Madeleine
Madden
Morgan

Whew, that was hard work LOL. I got more girl names 'cause I always wanted a girl so when I was preggo, I always went for the girls names LOL. But anywho, hope these ones help you decide on your baby's name. How fun huh... there are millions of baby names and we have like 9 months to pick that name we like. Have fun!! Wink
~Kat~[berrykat]
2006-08-14 08:53:05

boo! Hey, Sexymama717, hang in there and conrats on number 3.  Stop by my diary and leave some comments telling me what you like.  Take care.[Panman] 2006-08-13 23:33:41

my baby is 2! whoa its good to hear from u again!! glad thigns r goin good!! Best of luck n wishes!! +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-07-09 14:20:52

my baby is 2! Happy 2nd bday to Melissa!!!  Glad to know she had a lot of fun and you too.  My baby also turned 2 this past June 12th.  Good luck on the rest of your pregnancy. :)
[berrykat]
2006-07-09 13:54:57

12 weeks

I have been reading ur diary for a while now...actually since ur first child...For a while i just didnt understand ur life and why u would put so much stress on urself as far as kids are concerned, but nonetheless i steadily kept track. But now that i have made a past decision to abort a child and may now be facing another pregnancy i just want to tell u thank u. Thank u for being such a great person to ur kids and having a positive outlook on life. Reading ur entries gives me hope about my own possible future decisions. Even though u are busy...continue to write when u can...ok...lol..(dont i sound crazy huh?)

Thanx 4 listening

~Shay

[ShayShay2005]
2006-06-09 01:44:05

12 weeks Hey thanks for u comment....that great the babys heartbeat!! Omg i wish i knew the feelin i bet its the best feelin to kno u have life inside of u!! Dont worry about it itll all b fine try not to stree urself it isnt healthy for u or the baby!! Take care!! +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-05-31 20:21:30

quick update Hey  it was real good to hear from u again!! Whoa how many months along r u....hope everything goes well wit that baby tho!! +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-05-26 12:44:37

quick update Hi Lauren Wink
Glad to hear from you. Congrats on the new job. Yeah, daycare is very expensive... that's why, for now, I'm a SAHM until my little boy starts school. Wow, your daughter is almost the same age as my little one... he will be turning 2 in June.
Good luck on everything sweetie.
<3 Kat

[berrykat]
2006-05-23 10:32:52

upset whoa sorry to hear u were feelin soo depressed...hmph u kinda sound like me wen i get depressed n i go on a mini rant about love n guys n all that stuff...well i hope all goes well with this new pregnancy...n i hope ur family doesnt really look at u with disgust or n ething but helps u out u kno!! And i guess u will have to prove ur family wrong as to u being able to still stay in skool with a new baby n stuff n become something...many ppl have done it, it juss takes alot of will power...n damn i kno it most b plenty hard going to skool n havin a kid i cant even begin to imagine 2...HMPH N 3...but if uve come this far dnt let nothing stop u..n that guy u got pregnant by seems really..hmmm...weird..kinda retarded...for the sounds of it i wouldnt want him to b the father of n e of my childs either..u always want someone dats better off than u..someone that can help u especially finicial...well tahts juss mah thought!! Hope all goes well n that u do update here soon!! Ima try n update my own...but im lazy n its soo much i really dnt feel like typin it all..n i really dnt think many ppl will read all of it!!Bye +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-05-03 10:23:24

baby names M names...hehe i love them..juss cuz my name starts with a M (Madeline) even tho my mother wanted to name me Melody...pretty weird i think but istill find it nice..but i like my name :D...i kinda like Mallory..n for boy i like Michael n Mark is nice to..i tend to like names that u can give a nickname to not that sounds more like a nickname like Mark..but its still nice...well ifi think of n e more M names ill n sure to post them up for u!! Oh yea n im thinkin im pregnant to..im late on my period =-o its kinda bad even tho i really do think im infertile or something with all the times it has slipped(i kno stupid) witout a condom its soo funny i havent gottenpregnant by this guy by now!! But im kinda hopin im not juss cuz things arent goin to good n emore between me n him n im plannin on movin to FL neways n leevin him behind!! Bye +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-05-03 10:17:01

to answer some questions hey well even tho im young as i have told u..im also pro choice even tho i wnt get an abortion juss cuz i find its killin life even tho docs dnt consider it that..but every women shud have her own choice as to wat she wants to do...after allit is in her...hope u do well in ur exams wish u the best of luck in gettin those scholarships n finicial aid ull need to get into law school!![Giggles173] 2006-05-03 10:13:50

I'm still alive and I have some big news... heyy happy to hear from u ive been wonderin where u have been..wen i 1st bumped into ur diary i read it all from the beginning and wen u stopped updatin i was soo bumped but wen i saw the few entries on xanga i got kinda happy..i was hopin i could see pictures of ur two lil girls..:D well i had comment on ur xanga..well n e ways ima keep readin on cuz i see u have updatred 4 times..i havent been on or updated in months!! Well i dnt kno if its a good things or bad thing...but congrats for the new baby..shesh i wish i was the fertile i dnt think i am at all..i meen even tho im still very young onlii 17...but u kno juss for the future!! bye +*+Maddy+*+[Giggles173] 2006-05-03 10:08:47

upset Hey girl. I don't write here anymore, but I do still read when I get the time. I've followed you since near the beginning - maybe since the beginning - hard to rememember. But anyhow hang in there! You are so strong and so smart. You will do what's right :)[InLoveWithAMan] 2006-05-03 09:27:23

upset McKenzie for a girl and Michael for a boy. [redrose9110] 2006-05-01 19:19:47

upset I wish I lived around or near you. I'd be more then happy to help you. You sound like you need someone to help you out and/or to talk to. Take care though. [beezer02006] 2006-04-30 18:39:00

upset

I'm so sorry to hear that you're havin a hard time. I wish i could offer some advice but considering you've been through way more than me, there's not alot i can offer. You need to do what's best for you, regardless of what anyone else says. Do you have myspace? I'm on there all the time, i only come on here to check on my old faves...If you're on myspace then feel free to add me, my url is myspace.com/txswtiger.....Hope things get better for you Smile

[TxSwtHrt86]
2006-04-30 13:29:04

upset

Hey Lauren,

I admire ur attitude about not acring what people say. Thats awesome. Keep ur head up....things are meant to be for a reason!

Jenn

[JennyLeigh]
2006-04-30 13:21:50

upset

Every day is someone's birthday.

The world's population is 6,500,000,000 and there are only 366 days. That means every single day has to be the birthday of someone. I thought it would be interesting to see how many different birthdays I can find.

If you would like to participate, please come to my diary and give your birthday in the comments (I do not need your year), and I'll add it to an updated list every time I come back here.  You may give family and friends birthdays too. Very Happy

[searching1]
2006-04-30 06:50:58

baby names I personally like Mikaela and Micah...If you choose Marguerite she will most likely be called margie for short, which i don't think is that cute, but maybe you do Smile[TxSwtHrt86] 2006-04-28 10:17:52

baby names

Micaiden is a terrible name. Why would you want to torture a child like that?

You could learn a thing or two about what not to name your child here http://www.notwithoutmyhandbag.com/babynames/

[arsehat]
2006-04-28 03:06:29

to answer some questions hey girl, its weird... i've been reading your diary since the beginning, i feel like i know u so well... but i dont... if that makes sense!! anyways... just wanted to say hey :)[BaybeeBlue] 2006-04-27 19:30:00

to answer some questions I'm wishing you luck and hope everything works out for you.
(((hugs)))
<3 berrykat

[berrykat]
2006-04-26 12:14:42

to answer some questions Actually we're not the wealthiest country in the world. It's take $1.30 of an american dollar to make a euro dollar.  We have too many on welfare and goverment aid to be wealthiest country.[redrose9110] 2006-04-25 22:53:48

I'm still alive and I have some big news... hey girl, thanks for your message!! congratulations on your news :) you know what... pregnancy tests aren't worth the money! i took three... the first was a hazy positive... the line was barely there. the next two were digital... both said NOT PREGNANT... 3 weeks later the nurse tells me i'm 8 weeks pregnant!! good luck with everything... anneka :)[BaybeeBlue] 2006-04-22 01:07:32

I'm still alive and I have some big news... I remember you. I have you on my Xanga (I'm Summer). I haven't updated my Xanga since before Easter (I think). Wow, congratulations on #3. But, I'm sorry this happened to you the way you describe it... not in love with the guy and not having something settled with the father of your baby. I totally understand how you feel about feeling that "something" with your signifant other. You're not being a bitch about it... you just want something better for you and your girls (and off course, the baby). Hey, that's why I dumped my ex-bf (just 5 months before our wedding date)... he didn't had a stable job, no career, was living with his parents, was poor, had too many debts, and was too posesive of me, and the list could go on and on. Hope you find that special someone. Good luck on everything!![berrykat] 2006-04-21 11:15:49

I'm still alive and I have some big news...  Where is the father of your first two daughters? Are you going to tell this guy you are pregnant with his child? Write more often. I know how you feel about being lonely though, read my diary.[redrose9110] 2006-04-20 19:12:04

I'm still alive and I have some big news... Im assuming you dont belive in abortion. I hope pp are helping u out money wise bc $6.50 an hour is not enough to support 2 kids plus one. Bc it would be crazy if u were on wellfare....I almost feel nad for u- ur so young w now 3 kids....its a shame bc ur missing out on those young care free years.  But hey - thats ur perogative. [JennyLeigh] 2006-04-20 16:46:17

blah Hey, I like reading your diary and would like to talk to you, add me on msn messenger as princessinpink00@hotmail.com or check out my diary princess312 and that's zeros in my hotmail. ~Ashlyn~[princess312] 2006-03-06 21:43:45

thanks! Heyy happy to hear from u...and glad to hear ur doing good!! Hehe well hope u get to update more often i would love to hear how u n the grls r doing!:)[Giggles173] 2005-11-28 20:08:12

need new favorite friends, and an update... alot of people have gone to xanga.com or myspace.com  i am at xanga.com know it seems to be better you should check it out if you decided to go there just e-mail me at JLRJT110504@aol.com and I will help you out if you need it[radar1524] 2005-11-26 15:07:00

need new favorite friends, and an update... Believe it or not, I've been reading your diary since the very start. I never update anymore but I always come on here every once ina  while to see f you updated and to see how you and your girls are doing. =)[beezer02006] 2005-11-21 19:49:47

need new favorite friends, and an update...

Yea i have been readin through all ur old entries tryin to get through them but wit skool and stuff i havent read in like two days..im onlii up to the part wen u got married...lolz damn im far behind..but hmm i was kinda curious of the pics of ur belly wen u were preggo and the pics of mailee wen she was born and all that...do u still have them? and the ones of the nursey? If u do can i see them? can u send them to XKillaChula4uPax@aim.com if u do hehe thank u!! hope things ar going good for u

[Giggles173]
2005-11-16 21:12:28

need new favorite friends, and an update...

Omg, I have been reading all through your old ones when you were still deciding names. I loved the name Mailee though I couldn't comment because it was today! Lol, she is 3 years!!!!!!!! Awwww! Add me to your favies too! I am adding you! My life is pretty interesting, lol. For the most part.

P.S My email is TigerAngel2013@aol.com

[AlwaysThere]
2005-11-15 11:52:37

need new favorite friends, and an update... Heyy well ive been reading your diary for sometime now i juss haginning pretty interestingd reading it from the beginning pretty interesting reading it from the beginning pretty interesting....im kinda half way done...soo yea :)[Giggles173] 2005-11-14 18:53:44

need new favorite friends, and an update... Aaw, thank you for adding me to your favs. The board I go to is called "Mommies N Babies"... it's a fun board!![berrykat] 2005-11-14 12:09:03

need new favorite friends, and an update... I'm sorry to hear Mailee has a cold... it just sucks when kids get sick. My baby still has a stuffy nose and he can't breathe from his nose. Hope Mailee gets better soon!!
I've been reading your diary for quite a while and you're in my favs lists. If you like, you're welcome to read my diary & coments are always welcome too. I also have two kids (but boys)... a 4 yr old and a 17 month old.
Hope you have a wonderful Monday. Wink
[berrykat]
2005-11-14 11:37:19

need new favorite friends, and an update...

Hey- are u still dating that guy?

Jenn

[JennyLeigh]
2005-11-14 09:45:05

on a happier note... my girls! (pics) hello, i don't write in this diary anymore, i have another, BaybeeBlue. if you can tell me, either on this diary, or my other... i have been reading your diary for... wow... i think since u started!!! i just don't think i've ever said hey Embarassed hope things are going well with you. thanks, anneka[AnnieBabes] 2005-11-13 16:17:07

on a happier note... my girls! (pics) hello, i don't write in this diary anymore, i have another, BaybeeBlue. if you can tell me, either on this diary, or my other... i have been reading your diary for... wow... i think since u started!!! i just don't think i've ever said hey Embarassed hope things are going well with you. thanks, anneka[AnnieBabes] 2005-11-13 16:17:07

on a happier note... my girls! (pics) hello, i don't write in this diary anymore, i have another, BaybeeBlue. if you can tell me, either on this diary, or my other... i have been reading your diary for... wow... i think since u started!!! i just don't think i've ever said hey Embarassed hope things are going well with you. thanks, anneka[AnnieBabes] 2005-11-13 16:17:07

on a happier note... my girls! (pics) Wow!  I can't believe how much they have grown!!!  Beautiful![Sassybliss] 2005-11-12 13:16:21

on a happier note... my girls! (pics)

awww they are so cute!!

i'm going to be really annoying, but how do you add pics to you're diary?? 

[AnnieBabes]
2005-11-09 23:10:37

on a happier note... my girls! (pics)

awwww they are so cute

-glassangel09 

[glassangel09]
2005-11-07 16:38:11

on a happier note... my girls! (pics) How cute!! Your girls are just adorable!! Mr. Green[berrykat] 2005-11-07 10:13:38

i hate that man I hear ya sexy mama! Why are  men such dogz! They obviously lack the considerate and dedicated gene as well as a good sized brain!!! when my boyr froend and i were on a break.....ONE WEEK....YUP WONE WEEK LATER he started dating some tramp he met at his repair shop!!!! I ahte him sooo much! You are better off without that dillhole! [lost4now] 2005-11-06 19:26:59

Mailee's 3rd birthday... Hope Mailee had a great time at her birthday party!! Wink
[berrykat]
2005-10-29 09:47:42

changes changes Wow, my oldest got fully potty trained at 3½ yrs old. My best friend's lil boy is 27 months old and he's no way near to potty training yet. I hope you don't mind... but I added you as my favs. :-)

~berrykat~

[berrykat]
2005-09-16 20:39:56

the girls and i Hey- ur little girls seem so cute? But I have a question...dont u feel like ur missing out a bit on being 20 years old and having 2 kids. Im 23 and I am scared to have kids right now haha. But u seem to be doing a great job![JennyLeigh] 2005-07-26 17:17:46

the girls and i Your little girls sound soo cute!! I have a 13 month old little boy (and a 4 yr old) and he only says mamma and dadda. All babies that start walking look soo cute when they walk. I love watching my little man walk LOL.
BTW, good luck on your Spanish class... hope you don't see it too difficult. I speak Spanish but I actually suck when it comes to grammar LOL.

[berrykat]
2005-07-23 01:53:25

the girls and i Hey! Glad you had a good birthday.. and i'm glad that guy you're seeing apoligized for being rude to you that night.. =) Aww your girls are growing up so fast.. they both sound so adorable!! =D well i'm so glad to hear that you are doing well as well as your daughters.. well take cares![Confused Me] 2005-07-22 15:17:03

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Lauren!  Wow I have been reading you since you were 17...[Sassybliss] 2005-07-19 07:09:24

1st birthday! Happy Birthday to little Melissa.. seems like shes growing up SO fast!!! It seems like just yesterday you were posting your entry about how she was just born!!! =) Well I hope she has a wonderful birthday.. and i'm hoping for you and Melissa that it is nice out too =) But i'm sure no matter the weather, Melissa will have a WONDERFUl birthday.. thanks to her mommy! =) Good luck with the internship and everything.. glad it's going good for you! =D[Confused Me] 2005-07-10 02:23:02

1st birthday! Happy Birthday to your little gift Melissa![Sassybliss] 2005-07-08 07:20:48

1st birthday!

My little girl is only 8 months old and it feel like I had her yesterday. Well, happy birthday to you little girl. I bet its exciting..

angelface888

[angelface888]
2005-07-07 16:00:19

1st birthday! happy b-day 2 ur baby and my sister's b-day is 10-28 also. happy b-day and many more to both of them.[koolgurl1] 2005-07-07 15:58:40

1st birthday! Happy Birthday Melissa!!!!!!!  May the rest be just as special!!![crystalegan] 2005-07-07 15:41:34

1st birthday soon... God how did u manage that? Im tryin 2 train Erin but after the inital excitement, she doesnt wana no! My baby starts nursery next month :(
o well we're off on holiday this weekend so fun!
love gracie
xxxxxxxx[Pregnant and worried]
2005-06-22 04:09:46

1st birthday soon... Happy Birthday baby!!!  (To you as well).  Glad to hear the divorce is moving along![Sassybliss] 2005-06-20 07:42:37

1st birthday soon... Hey.. Happy birthday to Melissa =) how exciting.. your girls are growing up so fast it seems =) take cares =) [Confused Me] 2005-06-18 20:05:33

1st birthday soon... Happy early birthday to Melissa!! My baby just turned 1 last sunday but I didn't do anything special 'cause of lack of extra money. I just ordered a bday cake for him. Hope she has a lot of fun and you too. How exciting!!
[berrykat]
2005-06-18 00:54:02

all around update hey, seems like your holding it down pretty well, i wish i could give some sort of helping hand, be a Good Samaritan. Good luck on the internship.[XMetz] 2005-05-22 02:26:28

so stressed, esp with money

Hey- wow I read ur diary and u are a very strong girl. I was thinkin g about having a baby adn I got scared and im 23! I actually just got my period yesterday...U should be proud of urslef for raising those 2 girls! Write me...Id love to talk with you more.

Jennifer

[Jennifersoccer]
2005-05-12 14:58:08

so stressed, esp with money Geez, you should not feel guilty...You are a young single mother raising TWO girls...Broke is life right now!  You will get through this, because simply I know you will![Sassybliss] 2005-04-26 09:17:48

aim sn

Hey! Hopefully i get to chat with you soon! =) take cares

[Confused Me]
2005-04-03 23:08:23

im still alive

Definitely hope to hear from you soon.. my AIM is xikrazy4uix.. and if u don't want anyone knowing your screen name.. then you can e-mail me to me at aznjenn2u@hotmail.com.. sorry that you have to go through a lot of trouble but i had to set mah preferences so that no one that isn't on my buddy list can talk to me..

hopefully i iwll hear from you soon! tAKE CARES

[Confused Me]
2005-04-02 01:11:44

im still alive Sending bliss vibes your way![Sassybliss] 2005-04-01 08:00:34

im still alive

Hey hun! Im sorry that your medication makes you nauseous and dizzy! that sucks.. i hope you feel better hun.. *hugs*

good luck finding the new apartment and stuff.. im sure it'll all work out for the best.. sorry that Tommy gets drunk all the time.. i'm glad that you dont have to worry about that no either.. you already have two little girls to worry about.. you don't need a man acting like a child to worry about as well..

well anyways hun.. take cares =) update soon! let me know how you are doing please.. if u ever need to talk.. just leave me a message and i will definitely leave u somewhere else other than MDD to contact me.. =)

[Confused Me]
2005-04-01 02:40:18

filed...

Hey! I'm sure that your daughters will understand.. they have you to look up to and they know that their mommy loves them.. so because of you.. they'll understand.. I look up to you because you're such a strong woman.. even if you are still a few months away from just 20.. you seem older than you really are.. take cares!

[Confused Me]
2005-02-26 20:24:49

filed...

Yes your children are still young but you are too. And trust me, you will find love again and more than likely get married again later on (I know that's the last thing your thinking about though). I'm a single Mom so I know what it's like to be a young mother (I'm 24 and my son is 6). I believe that you and your children will be fine. It's a hard process I'm sure but in your heart you know your doing the right thing. I am thinking back to when I was 16 and dating my sons father...I am a different woman than I was back then. I thought I'd be with him forever, if I had of married him we probably would have gotten divorced as well, instead we just broke up. I'm so glad we didn't decide to get married. We are both different people now. I surely didn't even know who I was at the age of 16, 17, 18 heck even 19. I'm 24 going on 25 and still trying to get my life in order. It takes time and age and experience to get it right, and God most of all.

 In a few years all of this will be water under the bridge. As you age you will mature more and more and life will become more apparent to you than it is now. You will be able to see all of this as just a lesson in your book of Life. We all have our speed bumps in the road to deal with, but you gotta brush yourself off and keep on moving in a positive direction. Everything will be fine for you and your children :) Believe it and it will be.

Sharon

[Dreamy Pisces]
2005-02-25 23:51:31

filed... Those two little angels will be just fine because they have such a strong, wonderful, inspirational mother. Not many people could do what you've done! You are incredible. :) Keep your head up and hang in there. HUGS[InLoveWithAMan] 2005-02-25 06:07:37

Updates. . .new bf, pregnancy scare, and fight dick!![jenn777] 2005-02-12 20:59:43

well... Hey Hunny, Im sorry I havent commented in a while. Its so hard to get on the computer. I miss talking to you through AIM. We always could talk forever on there. Bryan and I arent doing so well right now. I dont know if you know but we got married in August. So Im hoping we can work thro this. Its hard with two kids. I hope everything works out great for you. You and your beautiful girls desereve the best in life.. I miss you. Keep intouch~[MommyOF2] 2005-02-04 17:47:33

well... Hey! =) Good luck in school.. i'm sure you do fine.. and i'm sure melissa will get back to sleeping again.. =) good luck with the divorce and everything too =) hope everything is good! take carez! [Confused Me] 2005-02-02 21:29:28

update on the girls, and other things I say good riddance! You are young enough that you can find the right husband when you are ready!  Your girls will appreciate all you have done for them by not staying in an unhappy marriage![Sassybliss] 2005-01-31 07:00:33

update on the girls, and other things I don't think there's anything wrong with being a single parent. There is something wrong with raising your kids in a home where the parents aren't in love. You've made the right decision, I'm sorry others don't notice. [Hermit Crab] 2005-01-30 17:40:53

birth contol...the girls... and a small rant

hey hun.. if it's not too much trouble, i would definitely love to receive the link.. my e-mail address is aznjenn2u@hotmail.com

well.. take cares!

[Confused Me]
2005-01-06 18:17:45

birth contol...the girls... and a small rant Toddlers asserting their independence is tough...Mine does the same thing...Car seat, stroller - anything that ties him down! Divorce is expensive, but at least you may get alimony and child support![Sassybliss] 2005-01-06 06:28:47

birth contol...the girls... and a small rant

hey! sorry your new birth control is giving you cramps and making you break out.. that sucks and im sorry to hear that! your girls are growing up so fast! any recent pictures that you put up on that one website? i think.. tommy sound sreally irresponsible.. which he probably is.. yes yes!! oh and about your cell phone, once the plan is over and you want to cancel, but you still need a cell phone to use for emergencies, you can always sign up for a pre-paid phone card. If you don't use it too often, then it'll be cheaper. You'll have a cell phone in case of emergencies and you'll be wasting less money so i guess that's a good thing. Well i hope you had a good New Years and a Merry Christmas! Take care of yourself!

[Confused Me]
2005-01-05 19:23:56

birth contol...the girls... and a small rant

I just started mine, a few months ago, and I already hate it.

[aachick2005]
2005-01-05 19:00:15

almost 2005... Well I hope things are better for you this year. . . I'm hoping the same for myself. . .just hang in there. . . eventually it will get better.[bandchic04] 2005-01-01 23:09:08

N/A Glad to hear ur having a great day..I am having a great day also..Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you and the girls!![ditzyblonde] 2004-12-25 13:56:42

N/A

i'm glad that your day is going great.. have a merry x-mas and a happy new year! love ya!

~Ashley~

[spicegirls]
2004-12-25 12:43:21

were alive! hey!! i'm so glad you wrote! its nice to hear from you again. your girls sound so sweet. i dont think i remember telling you but i finally got pregnant. i'm 22 weeks already!! oh my god its going by really fast. we arint going to find out the gender until its born. i cant wait. this pregnancy has been super easy and i havent had any problems. no morning sickness, nothing. its really been nice. well anyways hope to hear from you soon. whenever hubby scans ultrasound pictures i'll post them! its such a cute little baby :) good luck to you.

GiGi[_GiGi_]
2004-12-07 14:51:54

were alive!

Hey I remember you..I was wondering the next time u were gonna update us on u and the girls..sorry about you and t..just hope everything works out for you and the girls..do you have any recent pics of them?? just wondering..well ttyl girl..

~*~ditzyblonde~*~

[ditzyblonde]
2004-12-06 12:58:53

were alive! Hey!  I was thinking about you..Wondered why we haven't heard from you in so long!  Glad to hear you are coping with the separation...My heart goes out to you..I can't imagine being your age and raising two children alone...Toddlers are insane...Mine is driving me crazy!![Sassybliss] 2004-12-06 08:50:19

Tommy and I are living together again Im sorry you think im a fake. If it bothers you so much then dont read. No ones forcing you to. [Sexymama717] 2004-09-09 19:39:21

Tommy and I are living together again You are a fake and u can delete as many of my comments as you want but those pictures are of u so dont even try it you little faker. [Found you out] 2004-09-07 12:12:49

N/A I hope things work out the way you want them to, although being a single mother to two tots will be haaaaaaaaaard work, but you'll do it, you seem strong enough, and a really good mum! I saw your photos, you're beautiful, as are your kids, Um, I'm no wierdo, honestly, but you really are! You should do modelling work or something, they pay LOADS! You have loads going for you in life so stay happy and strong! :o) P.s, it has been a crappy summer in England too, we've seen more rain and floods in the space of two months than I ever have in a